23/50 gifs on why I question the people I stan
Where Hyunseung doesn’t know what his group name stands for.
“Whether it snows or rains, we love you B2UTIES!” - Doojoon
“SHINee World is strength for me.” - Onew
UNPOPULAR OPINION: doojoon was rude. i accept cultural differences and blah yes i’ve taken philosophy and psychology classes i know all about it. but really? there was no attempt at even trying to be nice to a fan. a fan that wanted to get closer to them and probably really fucking admired them okay. and it makes me even more mad because she was such a good sport about everything and didn’t even see his reaction to her being picked until it aired. and that would’ve hurt me a lot. i’m not skinny. and i could just put myself in her position and it felt really shit. she was so excited and it’s just really sad that this was his reaction when he could’ve downplayed it or laughed it off. but then i saw how onew reacted to a dare i deam her a “bigger” fan and i just cried. broke down. i fucking cried because he’s so beautiful and i don’t say this enough, but onew is my idol. my role model. and this just made me smile because i had gotten to a point where i just felt subconscious about ever meeting my idols because i was scared that some really fucked up shit like what happened to that girl would happen to me. but now im just so happy and proud to be a shawol. i followed beast from debut. i was a part of the fanclub. doojoon was my bias. i remember as soon as i saw this guerilla date i just stopping after this part because i couldn’t watch it anymore. when i ran into my sister she just looked kind of sad and said “sorry” because she knew doojoon was my favorite in beast and that i have a lot of issues with my weight and appearance. i was happy she was there. since this, i still like some songs by beast, but im positive im not going to buy their cd’s or pay attention to their promotions because even though i love kpop -pathetic as it may sound- im not going to willingly support someone like that. come fight me if you really want, but this is how i feel. onew is one of the best things in my life and yeah. mock me if you think i care. (ノ^_^)ノ
Yoseob patting a fanboy on the head